Friday, March 30, 2007

Whats life ??

What's life without BOO even just for a few days? It’s like hell. It’s been FIVE days now I am in KL, I’ve been apart from BOO since then. It’s the longest that I have been apart from BOO ever. It’s all because I have to take care of mum who is the hospital. Ever since I got here I realized that I am so weak without BOO by my side and it made me feel so lost and miserable. Nothing feel or seems the same like it always use to, I feel like apart of me is missing. I just miss and wished that BOO was here by my side now. I feel so bad that I could not be there last night when BOO was sick and needed me the most.

Being apart past few day has really taught me to appreciate what I have, I realized that BOO is the most precious gift from GOD to me. The bond I have with BOO is far much more deeper then anyone could ever imagine. At this very moment I just wish to run back and be in BOO arms, because just being in BOO arms is such ecstasy bliss. What more experiencing BOO deepest love for me it’s beyond description. BOO knows how to treat me, care for me and manages to always there when is needed the most even without me say anything.


The greatest thing is I have everything and my world by my side every single moment of life. So what could more could I ask from GOD other then just for me to always have, and be with MY BOO forever. I just wish that there is also someone, somewhere who is experiencing the same thing as me, and then they would just understand exactly how I am feeling.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Starlight-Muse

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold

this song means so much to me, even more when my BOO gave it to me...
I love you honey!!!